IMDb: The Soapbox: Time ... 2 ... Eat

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I just saw a pic of glazed donuts and am so into trashy food. Not sure if we have burger buns. I can have pizza, mac and cheese. I can find some dessert. I just wanna eat a lot. I wanna watch my Netlix|TV or post on here.

I have to set up listening to music in here. My credit cards aren't working with Amazon and iTunes but randomly. iTunes I don't know how to fix this time the security code but could look up another answer. I need to clear my room, just have a printer and table and need to dust some things I have around. I can also clean the garage. I just washed my bed cover and sheets. I think I more wanna watch TV. I keep leaking, but my parents got me diapers so I dunno just live with it. I have to ask for more anyway maybe change this time or not I dunno, not good. I think my parents leak semen and discharge. I need to clean my sofa. I can always clean off later not even sure if it's a stain. It didn't get so much bigger and could go away. I can just use small pads. I need to eat. I can wipe later. I'm sick.

Christina Barrett

People got me all that

karaoke Britney Spears

the moon's gone

i have codes

IMDb: The Soapbox: Re: Paranoid? Do you believe in punishment for mistakes?

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I don't get close to anyone except really cool people but not my family. I just do it to be social but never get too close or do anything that feels stupid.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Re: Paranoid? Do you believe in punishment for mistakes?

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Is discomfort something people play with?

Why do Asians have scrunched up fatter faces?

Starburst

IMDb: Re: Suggestion: Favorite comedy film from the '80s

well ok so

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Re: Paranoid? Do you believe in punishment for mistakes?

Do you blame parents or the people who attacked?

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Do you believe in punishment for mistakes?

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A mistake is something that happens in quick time.

Starburst

another more slanted

with wings blu?

IMDb: The Soapbox: Re: There's no such thing as 'superior' music taste

I'm asking my parents to get some at Acrombe & Fitch & Bath & Body Works

Starburst

I see a little jet

outlining the roof like a microbe

i c the moon n the moon c'z me

god bless the moon n god bless me

smells like museum food rice

yum

IMDb: The Soapbox: Re: Double standard regarding age gap?

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Isn't it natural to just hang out with older boys and to treat younger boys like peers? I understand it, but I want to trust in someone older someday.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: feeling better

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2010-01-27-1.weebly.com

I can get together some YouTubes of karaokes and sing them. I was thinking in bed today, for once in bed in a day, of bringing in an old boombox hoping it's still here, if not need to ask for maybe a portable CD player and maybe some CDs. Like for my parents to go in Acrombe & Fitch or Bath & Body Works. Or Downtown Disney, my mom got me my water jug at work.

Starburst

The moon has been up at 6 every night

it's grayish purple

IMDb: The Soapbox: Tacky

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Why does something always happen now? Once I hit my wall a little loud and then got mad again and hit it more. I just avoid everything now and don't do much.

I just get weird ideas that fall thru, but they are not supposed to happen neither. Do you think that's very civil? I don't need people to act like it bothers me. Don't you know that's all they do, act tacky? Or, is it just people making fun of my life? Who is the person who could explode and would this person be guilty? Or, is it just another jealousy issue or because life is hard? It's been a long time, and it gets better, but it's still not okay. What's wrong with hitting the wall if something happens? You can act like nothing happened and everything's okay, but things always get better when you realize something is wrong. I don't know when the tacky feeling will go away from this particular issue. I think it will. My face is getting better from blackheads. For instance it was nobody's fault, and people failed to realize they're not supposed to do this. It's like when Steve Irwin died.

Anything else? Just like something will happen like my billing info doesn't work and I feel a funny feeling like it's someone's fault I talk to I like but it's definitely not, any dummy knows.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Sports

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What do you think? How do you balance anything out with school and arts? I never even watched any movies. Do you just add the activities like a collection? What do you think of girls in swimming who wanna do cheerleading? Would you do tennis or something athletic at a club? Pro Cheerleading seems to be all hip hop. If you did gymnastics and ballet, can't you do this? I did arts and school work too, so it's hard and I'm on a sabbatical. I use dance videos and don't really go out.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: People Insinuating "Viet F'lip" etc. All the Time Now

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Do you think it's normal and okay? Do you ever find it inconvenient? I've never seen a white one like with gold locks, but their skin is not like Indian. I just see them each as a different person. The ones with white skin vary in how they look Asian.

Starburst

IMDb: WWF Raw Is War: Re: I have a confession to make.....I'm really.............

wut foo iz inglesh ur only language

Starburst

white deer fwd from my older aunt

http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/video/flv/generic.html?s=inwi10s22a3q81f

dream

We were walking in the hall and I lol-ed to recognize Olivia Newton-John. I was at school. I was tired and practicing cheerleading on stage in front of all the kids. There were a couple other older people and they cheered while I climbed and balanced easily on shoulders. Then I was in bed and saw my mom's mom like this pic of a half Spanish half French girl and younger baby brother with the dad's thumb with dirt http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.bluehaired.com/corner/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/Hartmannitas.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.bluehaired.com/category/bluehairing/&usg=__KO0hffzPt1Ltz_sBAhGp0eGK9Is=&h=480&w=640&sz=40&hl=en&start=7&sig2=BnRZCdAT_mF96uixgcbyiA&um=1&tbnid=Vab_lBX2rooQTM:&tbnh=103&tbnw=137&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dhalf%2BSpanish%2Bhalf%2BFrench%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-US:official%26sa%3DN%26um%3D1&ei=_tZeS7i7K8iXtgfY1dmXDA like her toenails had a little length past, like a cute English boy.

e-mail always has a space

A line, I don't remember when it started, around the same time.

e-mail: [U L] They are showing "Alice in Wonderland" at the Superbowl

christinabarrett8.blogspot.com/2010/01/e-mail-u-l-they-are-showing-alice-in.html

They have an interview of the main male actor as the hatter on disney.com.

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e-mail: [U L] I just woke up

christinabarrett8.blogspot.com/2010/01/e-mail-u-l-i-just-woke-up.html

I slept for about 9 hours.

IMDb: The Soapbox: Re: Double standard regarding age gap?

Re: Double standard regarding age gap?

by you Why would a girl do that? I can only go with older guys now. With younger guys I feel I need to be a higher position. Starburst

Olivia Newton-John video

life

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNV6WnEGgK4

Olivia Newton-John video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2ZoVI-FTV4

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Re: Orlando

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Sounds like the best of both worlds.

Re: Orlando by ChristinaBarrett15 2 seconds ago (Wed Jan 27 2010 04:40:18) Yea it's nice. Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Re: Masturbating

Re: Masturbating

by welcome_to_breakfast 2 minutes ago (Wed Jan 27 2010 04:35:36)

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Have you thought about getting a pair of boxing gloves and a punching bag?

Re: Masturbating by ChristinaBarrett15 3 seconds ago (Wed Jan 27 2010 04:37:57) No but I'm on automatic pilot. Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Billy Ray Burton

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I was thinking again isn't he cute? Tim should be all smiles.

I was thinking when he was interviewed about his kids about his fan kids.

Do you think his kids get together with other kids and do you think Tim Burton has real fans?

I was thinking personally also about Tim Burton's interview and thought of how he must not have time with his kids and retract issues for their sake, being Tim Burton, like a public father figure as opposed to a blood father. It makes me uncomfortable

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last video to think the reason he sees his mom the way you would see a teacher you like is because Tim has feelings for her but is older. The other way around is different. She's younger. Some people marry for sex, and others for lust and affection. They aren't married nor very together. I mean my parents are together but open to new relationships yet private and quiet. To me it's the opposite, they're not, but they're not together. Is it funny? It seems to be an issue regarding what's going on.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Orlando

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Everything here has gone crazy again since I hit my wall. Everything here is so tacky, like the way I hear cars drive outside, depending on what's going on specifically in segments here, nothing consequentially.

Also how do you feel about parents? I live at home for health and never see them.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: This Morning

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I felt funny when I posted about Steve Irwin because I was upset he died. It was a chain reaction. Someone said I might get hit with a cello, and I just felt bad and didn't know what to do in this situation. Maybe I wasted time, but I didn't waste energy. I'm getting back into posting about movies again. I made a new account for Netflix. I'm not sure, just keep making more movie accounts. People come and go. This one is for randomness, so I dunnos. I just want the Netflix stuff out. It's documentary now. Lots.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Masturbating

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If you masturbate that means you should hit the wall to take out anger or calm down with food laxitives and rest or get some work out if you can. Is that the exception to if you ever voluntarily do things like hit a wall? It's more premeditated. I just feel that that can fix counseling issues. It leaves a scar. I don't even remember when I started, but sometimes I had to slam the door I was so mad.

The voluntary actions happen in habit, like maybe I won't be able to be as careful and notice it's the same case. I did. I don't want to admit I masturbate. I prefer to masturbate. I just have to knock sense and rest and eat and stuff and gradually I am all better like. My family never takes anger out by hitting the wall but I don't do things a lot of people do like start certain kinds of fights about life. I don't have that problem in fact.

Starburst

e-mail: [U L] I put the DVD in

christinabarrett8.blogspot.com/2010/01/e-mail-u-l-i-put-dvd-in.html

I have a towel for a blanket and the keyboard on my lap, just need to make a new account to post about the DVDs on the movie message board site.

e-mail: [U L] getting better

christinabarrett8.blogspot.com/2010/01/e-mail-u-l-getting-better.html

money: don't plan on spending much

I'm happy to be in my room. My face is getting much better, but I have a lot to go, so I dunno how long or what I could do in my room like about getting into We Ski for my Wii and starting to do MIDIs to get famous when I'm better and design clothes and clean the garage.

My schedule is getting better, and my Netflix is working again, just had a bad experience but not sure if I will return them all for good or try to keep watching today but want to take a nap again. I usually eat and sleep so maybe I can put the Q down for next month and see what I want then. See if I have all the DVDs. I'm not watching TV so much anymore.

I dunno but maybe need to make another IMDb account for things I watch on Netflix specifically, I think, should be interesting hopefully this afternoon after a nap. Not sure if I was sick recently, Mike was here. I notice the sky pattern with my window open. I might have to cancel Netflix or just start watching instead of being online. I'm not sure about the ending point. I think I had a few older DVDs and probably should get another account to make it worth it. So like I just sleep and then eat to grow or am writing online and reading some. I spend a lot of time just relaxing and growing and wishing like I didn't do the ballet. I think my body does need rest or moreso my face to get better.

I don't remember nor said about stopping the Netflix this month, January, so I was upset. Maybe it was good since it made me mad, but I like my new account idea in a way. It makes sense to just make one for Netflix on the movie message board site. Just lately I don't remember what was wrong, but I started looking at YouTube and stopped several days ago. At least for now.

I'm concerned about my face and found better ways to manage online accounts. Like I stay up for the night and then don't feel like watching TV so I think I'll just lower the Q as I return DVDs or it's too late since it's almost February so I'll see for this month seeing as there's not much to watch but documentaries not sure about, like the purpose being so random. Not sure if I'll just have one account for interesting things or make a separate one for entertainment. Like I need rest and just washed my sheets because it's hard having to clean and like not using the table in my room to eat and cooking. So I think this time I will watch Netflix because I don't feel as sick just want to take a nap.

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I dunno I just went thru all my old posts and there was no calling anyone stupid. Before there was. Oh right I was called stuff and only know how to say stupid instead of eventually n gg r for mongers. At this point. What else? Tell someone to go f ck? Just explain things are not right works now.

So you were just making a point too. Why don't you care that you don't have this all very available>

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Re: Discipline to My Brother

Re: Discipline to My Brother

by ManfredMann 18 minutes ago (Wed Jan 27 2010 02:06:07)

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Why are you hitting the walls?

Re: Discipline to My Brother by ChristinaBarrett15 2 seconds ago (Wed Jan 27 2010 02:24:06) Don't suggest that. Hello. Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Re: Why Steve Irwin Should Not Have Died

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Stop being mean. Someone admit this isn't right and start acting normal. You don't deserve anything. You're just here to pleasure yourself. No one said anything about how I play music, and you're lying. Now what can I think? Nothing. My life is ruined. Stop it. Make sense you stupid. You said I was a poor man's famous fat person I never watched and then said I play poor piano and twisted "...I'd go talk to my sister if I wanted that." I don't wanna copy this s*** to my blog. Stop bothering me. Admit your worthless. I don't care who you are. Just be normal. You deserve to be Steve Iriwn. I told you to shut up because you're stupid. All you do all day is this whenever something comes up. You just insulted me. Stop playing with me. I'm 23 and want a life.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Re: Why Steve Irwin Should Not Have Died

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You'll probably get smushed by a Cello

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I don't think it would make a big splash.



We all die, but isn't there heaven and the fact that people are real some aren't?

So why do you think he died because what you said wasn't funny|a joke?

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Discipline to My Brother

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Just because I look prettier and was thinner doesn't mean ... well I don't mean that but anyway like he has that thin skinned look and seems like an unknown white Pacific Asian mix. Anyway there are Europeans who look too extreme in some way.

So like I was thinking about him in his college major again. I wonder why he didn't get into archeology, marine biology, and astronomy.

Sometimes it seemed like that boy never got in trouble. I spent time to make sure he was a good and smart person and he was more better. He seemed to understand me and was a little different. Like me in a 2nd shot at life like I could think and feel.

My dad said that the first kid is the one that's copied too. It's something people remember. People don't talk to me much, and I don't feel like living to overstate the obvious with them.

I did hit the wall when he was home. My last hit made a hole by my door and the curtains haven't been put back up in the hallway. I never made holes before this. My wall is painted. I put posters up and took them down. He seems to be fine now.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Why Steve Irwin Should Not Have Died

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1. He was so famous
2. He is easily accepted

I know I have a spark like him, but not all people so much but later they may. I wanna get famous thru record stores and with online ads for my music as well on iTunes and MySpace. I wanna be a pop dancer and write music.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: "Harry Potter"

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Why is it so popular? It wasn't the only thing. We saw it at first and I stopped. I don't remember it but miss having that as entertainment.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Do you like dark Europeans?

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I like light Americans.

Why is everything so violent in the U.S. and on whether or not Asian is white? I know there are perverted Asians. I'm not comfortable with some things from my past, but that's life.

What's the backlash? I don't know, but there are different ways to look white and it's gotten typical. I look kinda old but still fresh but not Chinese. I took care of my body and am making my way.

Is it something like mixed people having fetishes? Is it really just Americans being racist putting people up who might have a Filipino or Chinese mom up to someone in the U.K. with Jewish? You can chose to be fair; don't lie. You can tan if that's all your life is or you can tan later. Some never get sexy.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: It's really bothering me

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I never called anyone a n gg r, and I don't use the word with my parents and in public.

All people I know care about is past relationships and did anyone ever do something to make you unpopular and there's no way in hell I can not care, like I deserve a boyfriend and to be a cheerleader, but I don't need it. I just think it's a better thing to do because I can do it. It's like popular people you find are bad, but with me it's different. I think people are gay not to be able to think. I think it's disgusting to get blackheads at all.

I can't get bothered meanwhile, like what actually caused it?

Why are people so different. Just admit that you like other people.

Race doesn't matter. It's all about skin and looking good and people like both. There are sick racist people.

I think people can argue not liking words like n gg r as a defense, but my vocabulary does not include stupid in public nor in private with random people. The argument against a good person making a mistake because they're sick in the head is not valid as a communication barrier.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: What's my problem?

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No one can call me a n gg r just because I use it as a defense to their mongol ways.

Maybe once in a while I do something that's a slip and it's too noticeable, but I do it once. Other things I did more than once. It's life. Things don't stay that way if like parents get old and people grow apart.

If someone calls you a n gg r you can call them back. Stop gawking at the word. Figure it out. It's not like using curse words and always saying things like stupid. If you offend someone racially it's not that you can say something all the time, like ruin their life if it was just a choice of defense, like you asked for it.


Every time I do something something unnecessary happens I figure it out right away but I'm not waiting for others to catch up.

Just admit everything you say insinuates to certain people words like Filipino Viet N ggr gay. More specifically think of being encouraged by something to basically tell someone they are a n gg r. What if something happened? I'm not waiting around all night to figure it out.

Oh wow. Certain rules abroad? I know in the U.S. we don't get stuff we don't deserve because we did something wrong and now nothing is okay.

Starburst

aw

http://www.aolnews.com/nation/article/remains-found-on-virginia-farm-may-be-missing-virginia-tech-student-morgan-dana-harrington/19332416?ncid=webmaildl1

IMDb: The Soapbox: Would you just call everyone gay?

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That means happy not that you're chap happy.

What do you think about being overwhelmed with things that should not mean anything, like if someone knows your mom is Philippine?

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: Why did Steve Irwin die?

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Since after I changed my major to pre-Chem I feel both good and bad, like it was inevitable. It doesn't say the time.

I just started liking Olivia Newton-John.

I was thinking of how I quit dance team tryouts and how in some ways I looked thin and others fat. We had just had Katrina and things were just crazy. I wasn't taking my major courses anymore even but I started in them and switched to chemistry from music. I was just doing organ coming back those 3 semesters with medical withdrawals.

I mean why didn't he live?

When I didn't make gifted in 8th grade I was asked to go to Sydney.

Do you think I should have considered asking for a computer instead of a piano? How would I get back into music?

My summer wasn't fun, but now I have a computer and nothing bothers me anymore, just the usual.

I'm just really sad about Steve Irwin. He's not that young and I never watched him. We had him in Biology I. I wish I did Biology II and graduated.

Do you think he's really dead? Do you think every person has seen him? No. I never watched TV and I thought I'd make a lot of money or be a performer.

You know on campus these things aren't obvious. I quit dance team tryouts. I was always, tired, but I feel more settled about things like my race I would have known all growing up.

I like famous people, and I think it's important. Right now I'm waiting for my burgers to thaw.

Like I see other things on TV cleaned up not as free. It seems cheap.

What was the thing that if you're a dope you like him? That's not right. It's too much to ask. Anyone should like him. Most people are private and like him for different reasons. I think he was overexposed.

Some people in the U.S. would like him with similar heritage. Others like just do martial arts and would do good to just watch him and post online.

Starburst

IMDb: The Soapbox: ethnicity

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What do you want yours to be?

christinabarrett.net/aboutme.htm

13% English
13% Irish
13% Scottish
6% Dutch
8% French
3% Norwegian
3% Russian
3% Finnish
50% Chinese Indonesian (Dutch|Indies|Chinese)

Starburst

cute

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